Wednesday, December 17, 2008

No use in faking what’s already false.

When we first met we were like Satellites flashing by, it's a beautiful state were in but how can we love in isolation? Think about how happy we could be when we just try, we're nothing like we seem. In your eyes love's alive you've come untied cause we're flashing by like satellites.

Now I can feel you pulling away from me. I've tried to makes things works these past few weeks, I can feel that it won't last, and I shouldn't force it. I'm not wondering why the sky's blue; that's not my business. All I know is I....Look up and tell myself "Be patient, love...that could be us..." But I guess it's not us. It's out there, I'm going to stop looking tho. I know it will find me, I've foreseen my future, it's apart of my destiny. I'll just play the waiting game, maybe that's why I'm beautiful...

But I don't want to break it off. What we had was good, won't it come back? Maybe I haven't given it enough time? Maybe he's going through issues in his life, issue he doesn't want to share with me...I know I have things I haven't told him. But it use to be good...But not that I think about it again I lay awake at night sorrow fills my eyes but I'm not weak enough to cry...despite of my disguise I'm left with no shoulder but everyone wants to lean on mine. I guess I'm their soldier. Well, who's gonna be mine?

1 comment:

Mo said...

oh stevie b, whats going on?